Recovering addict with money problems Financial Insecurity

This is how Financial Insecurity leaves me.

I cease believing in visible money as my supply & support, & I View the world of effect as it truly is...simply an out picturing of my former beliefs.  I believed in the power of money, therefore I surrendered my God-given power & authority to an objectified belief.  I believed in the possibility of lack, thus causing a separation in consciousness from the Source of my supply.  I believed in mortal man & carnal conditions, & through this faith gave man & conditions power over me. I believed in the mortal illusion created by the collective consciousness of error thoughts, & in doing so, I have limited the Unlimited.  NO MORE!      This day I renounce my so-called humanhood & claim my Devine inheritance as a Be-ing of God.  This day I acknowledge God & only God as my substance, my supply & my support.

I love my new knowingness of life. I was born middle class and raised with a lack consciousness.  "We are poor people" was the family crest.  I dealt and smuggled in addiction. I went from "fat city" to  "scuffling, scuffling sleazy dope fiend" daily.  Ran hot & cold. Switching from moving weight to shop lifting hostess cupcakes out of the 7/11  when I was hungry.  Now abundance is mine in my faith & footwork.  All is provided for me in the here and now.  God is the source of my supply.  I have lived indoors, had plenty of food, comfort, fun, and love in my recovery.